There's always points to write out in self forgviness.
It's important to write things out in self forgviness because just because you see something is a point and a problem you can't do much about it by just breathing and centering yourself because you'd have to do that constantly and there's too much mental stuff to keep track of.
So you have to write it out, speak it out, in forgivenss and correction.
So now I'm trying harder to figure out words because I got some good inspiration from the clown fish interview threw the portal and throuh the leadership chats.
So my word idea that I have right now, is a word to help think of good meaty substantial points to write out.
It's easy to just imagine any number of ways to perfect in self forgivness and points to write out.
But sometimes when I don't have any immidete points on my mind nothing really seems substantial to write out.
So the word is DIG
There might not be any substantial points of interest to work on or write out, but there's lots of ways to dig for things to write.
Going for a walk, doing something different, imagine what words would help in the future, imagine what points would help to be written out in the future, where am I lacking that I'd like to improve, what would be fun to experiment with in writing, do some exercise, interact with something in a way I normally wouldn't.
So using the word dig I see that there's never a reason to not find good substantial points to write out, where I never need to just passively be writing self forgviness that I don't care to be writing without effort.
Dig can mean to dig into points I think I have under control and to see where I still need to elaborate deeper on points I think are secure which probably aren't.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit my process in not digging in and doing research through the material and members within process.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit my process to being surface level and not developing by not digging into things by challaing myself asking another for persepctive and doing research where I dug myself into a little cave where I hid myself from myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not dig into a moment where I'm talking to someone and I just give up beacuse I can't handle talking to someone when I could dig in and make better use of my interaction with them.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to dig myself into a vegetable state while watching shows when there's more potential and more I could exspand my life and process but I just dig myself into how I'm feeling like that's all my process is even if I'd feel better doing soemthing else so even that isn't really my process so it's a deep hole of deception.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear digging in too deep when talking to people afraid to get deep and get real with myself and others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not research things deeply before thinking I've got everything figured out like when watching the news.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear digging in and question things when I have paranoid thoughts.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear running out of ideas of things to dig deeply into without even having started applying this word directly.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear asking myself in a moment am I digging in and living the word dig in this action or moment because I don't want to have to think about the word I just want to live it without having to think about it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself to live the word dig where I just do it and it just comes up because I in this moment am directing it to do so my mind being used in living and expressing to replase thinking.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think about the way someone looks instead of just slowing down and taking it in and having a deep exspanded moment breathing with someone else and their expression where that's how thinking wouldn't be needed.
When and as I see myself fearing having an idea of how I'd live the word dig both practially in some ways and internally in other ways but not knowing how I'd remember to apply this word without having to think and go into my mind and recollect it, I stop, I breathe, I realize that I'll just bring it through as a part of me so it'll just be there a part of me and I'll access it and won't have to think I'll just access the word here as part of my expression and then act it out however practically or internally.
I redefine dig, as to uncover the points that I know are there in me using my mind, and my actions phsycially to dig into and uncover substantial points.
