Day 244- life is better more simply

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Word; Best

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be the best Instead of my best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit my best in comparison to other's best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be the best I can without being willing to put in the effort to better myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to obsess over who is the best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as worthless if I cannot be the best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see there as no purpose to do anything if I'm not the best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to push myself and hurt myself to become the best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be the best I can for others instead of better then others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be the best so I can be unquestioned.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be the best so I don't have to question myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live the word best as an excuse.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live best as a justification.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider what best for me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear other's being more powerful then me through being the best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear how compulsively I've seen and watched my relationship and living of best change through my mind and how easy it was to let it roll over me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize my relationship to bring the best has been a long time in the making.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel fated to be the best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize myself as the beast instead of the best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be the best as driving myself towards what is best without attachment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not question my living of the word best because I was not ready to step into being my best.

When and as I see myself comparing the best of myself to other's, I stop, I breathe, I real that i will never be anyone else so will never have to walk the best of anyone but myself, thusly, I commit myself to stand for people pursing their best and not the best of someone who one is not, I redefine best as being the highest most optimized form of something, where I can achieve my best in one way within being satisfied with that ad being what I define as my most optimized which can be improved, as I realize there is no true most perfectly optimized anything as it is always up to me to decide that best had been achieved and no one else can tell me either way.

Word... More

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wear myself down into nothing looking for more in everything.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to never grasp anything completely and always look instead for more.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look for more meaning in everything.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see everything as meaning more then what it is.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to conversely choose to see more in things when I pay attention to them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be entitled to know more of what's going on around me on a deeper level.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to know things more on a deeper level before even understanding things on a surface level.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire more in everything before even embracing and living things for what I can take them for and understand.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to muddle everything by never accepting anything on the surface but instead looking for deeper symbols and emnaknf that i cannot even do anything with bug reacrbanf respond.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to assume just because there is more to something that I need to pursue it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take on more then I can chew in relationship to other's out of selfishness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take on more then I can handle because I want to be 'more'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as evil for wanting to take on more for myself without reason.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to take more out of ego.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take more because my life is unfair so I should take whatever I want.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to mourn myself for wanting more when I only stop seeking more out of consequences and fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hate myself for never being satisfied until I've taken so much that I have to face consequences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to do nothing to stop my addiction to taking more then what I should.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feed more and more until I simply cannot consume anymore when this is too much and I should be taking self responsibility.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that my ego is more then I can feasibly deal with as i realize over time through principle or consequences I can direct myself to not seek so much and take so much more then I need or require to feed myself or to realize something or to build up momentum in a part of myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live the word more as my purpose in life as to take more then I can, more then I deserve, more then I'm ready for, more then I can conceive of, more then is reasonable, more then is fair, more then is acceptable, more then is just, more then is cruel.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not yet having paid my debts for taking more then I should from myself and other's as I realize in the end I have to stand for myself in self responsibility so I only I can pay off my debt for all I've take.

When and as I see myself fearing the debt I have built for myself for all that I have taken, I stop, I breathe, I realize that no matter what happens outside of myself, my responsibilities is to take self accountability for all that I've taken, thusly, I commit myself to take self responsibility for all that I've taken regardless of what happens outside of myself.

When and as I see myself seeking more in all ways, I stop, o breathe, I realize I'm living more in separation. As I'm not whole until I have more, thusly, I commit myself to realize to seek more outside of myself is to be standing in separation, thusly, I commit myself to cut myself off when I find myself seeking more so that I can face what I have separated myself from as the hole I'm filling, and stop myself from continuing to fill the hole as I realize this will create many no good consequences that I'm not actually prepared to deal with.

I redefine more as meaning more is required to be complete, so I live not seeking more within myself as a being because as w being I am physical one and equal and complete.

I can support myself using the word more as making myself comfortable by doing more writing, more homework, more activities to keep me on top of my responsibilities, where I always need more writing and speaking self forgiveness because until I die I should not be completely done with self forgiveness.

I can always do more activities because the amount of activities I can do to support myself or other's in this life time will never be complete.

Word; simple.

Sim peel

Sim person peel

Peel away who I am through simplicity

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to love complication.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to love making things more complicated then I can handle.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to love putting myself at a disadvantage so that I can stand down.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to love having a back door through over complication making simple tasks impossible from the point of the mind and then justifying the stand down and run away tactic.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lead myself on expecting a great aser and reason for complicated issues and interactions as I realize I make things more complicated by my own actions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take what could be simple and turn it complicated and destroy it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hate myself for not being satisfied with simplicity and ordering to complicate things until they become unbearable.

When and as I see myself taking the simple and making it complicated, I stop, I breathe, I realize if I cannot handle something on a simple level, I cannot handle it on a complicated level and will make consequences that I do not enjoy, thusly, I commit myself to make sure I can handle things on a completely simple way before considering taking things on in s more complicated way.

I redefine simple as being the lowest common denominator of perfection.

I commit myself to live simplicity in all ways as making sure I can handle all things in all ways on the simplest way before hitting myself with things that I know are uncertain and dangerous.