Day 359- Humility

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel shocked by how much I've thought I've known about anything.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel suprised that I don't appear to know or comprehend anything in particular.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as incompetent where 'I should know or be aware of something of significance by now'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for where I'm at where I don't need to know or understand more then where I am here and what I comprehend from where I am right now.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to convince myself that I know anything or understand anything.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for being at the bottom where 'I should have become or accomplished more by now'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not appreciate and relish where I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I need to prove to anyone that I'm at within myself and my comprehension more then where I really am and what I comprehend.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that learning from others is a postion of inferioirty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not embrace humility in always learning from others no matter where I am at within myself and my comprehnsion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not appreciate and nurture the part of me that does want to learn from everyone as equal.

I commit myself to accept where I am and what I comprehened unconditionally.

I commit myself to not try to sell myself as understanding more or being more then who I am here.