Day 233- Depth of Direction

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the affirmative of changing through self forgiveness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to change how I direct myself in each breathe my force outside of self forgiveness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that nothing I can ever do will change how I direct myself in each moment compared to living and directing myself as self forgiveness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my entire life depending on what I can accomplish in self forgiveness and correction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not change tge way I direct myself in each moment to give me the momentum swing that I need.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the momentum swing of my self direction propelling me forward where I don't have to carry all the dead weight within how I currently direct myself.

When and as I see myself carrying dead weight within how I direct myself, I stop, I breathe, I realize in this statement I command myself to change, thusly, I commit myself to propel how I direct myself in each moment to the point that I can find resolution within how I direct myself without needing self forgiveness and correction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not move within myself in a way that allows me to follow the patterns and establish myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not reach into the deepest parts of myself to direct myself in each breathe.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not include all of myself in each breathe.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not reach into the deepest part of myself to direct myself out of fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the parts of myself that are hidden in the depths of myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not direct the deepest parts of myself because I'd rather give up at the face of challenge.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create conditions for my self direction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not direct the deepest parts of myself because I fear reality carving in on me and not being able to hold up the deep parts of myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself within my self forgiveness as I realize who I am as living and through living forgiveness and change for what's best cuts through everything in existence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear how my life has only fear and consequence without self forgiveness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear consequences catching up to me before I can forgive myself.

When and as I see myself not directing the deepest part of myself because there is no reason to bother, I stop, I breathe, I realize no matter what i face to direct my entire self as one and equal stands on it's own no matter what, thusly, I commit myself to take down all mental conditions for not directing myself to my most utmost and powerful capacity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear directing myself in relationship to the echos of things within me that I cannot fully see or am aware of.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be intimidated to direct myself when faced with reflections of myself as my separation which I see being brought through as consequences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to spite myself for creating consequences as I realize I'm pure in not knowing how or why everything has come together in consequences but guilty in creating the consequence even though I don't remember how or why.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not understanding consequences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear manifesting consequences for myself in ways I don't understand.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear directing myself into more consequences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the chance of directing myself into more consequences when not directing myself will do the same thing but leave me with less power and will over myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to direct myself out if judgement for the character I've become through consequences.

When and as I see myself not wanting to direct myself in relationship to consequences, I stop, I breathe, I realize consequence will only be worse if in nit directing it as one and equal to my actions and decisions, thusly, I commit myself to accept whatever consequence I have created for life up to this point and change my living and relationship to the word consequence without remorse of consequences or guilt or shame.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not reach a point where I direct myself automatically and without thinking.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being systematic within how I direct myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not having the liberty to control how I direct myself within fear and uncertainty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to direct myself within consciousnesses instead of through my body and beingness and myself as a living creature.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the consequences and consciousness hurtles I must still face before I can reach that total level of self direction and awareness and principle in each breathe.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself to face my illusion automatically and without conciseness envolvement as I realize my illusion evolved from conscienceass to begin with.

When and as I see myself fearing being losing who I am to be directed automatically, I stop, I breathe, I realize that who I am is suffering and who I am tolerates suffering, so to change who I am into what supports life is what I must do no matter what, thusly, I commit myself to allow myself to be directed automatically in all ways necessary.