Day 432- Physical living action

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to regret going into my mind as into separation within myself where I am not acting but letting the mind act as me in my steed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be inactive while my mind is active as energy is active as experience activates constantly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define action within my mind where I do not see my real actions in reality as relevant and only what moves and so what is being activated inside of myself as programs and systems.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel guilty of having defined my most important component here in my living of action to be delegated as self interested as mind experience activating. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take for granted all the cellular activity as every cell in every organ of my entire body is acting and doing so without mind without experiences but simply as an action of what it is as life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to act as the mind and not as life giving myself free choice to always chose to not act and to go into inaction and a state of repression.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into reaction as shock as disbelief as still denying who I was as allowing myself over time to be so self interested as a system devoid of live not acting in the physical not living as action not considering that I am power here in my real living of action.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create myself as depression as inaction as giving into energy states to totally possess me and decide for me fi I take certain actions of abuse to serve my mind and keep my mind alive or if I actually change myself in action where real change always is occurring physically in reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to act according to self interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not push myself and live greatness as pushing my physical living to it's ultimate cutting edge of possibilities to create in reality and so give.

When and as I see myself giving into depression as the experiences as letting my mind as energy as reaction act in place of me living action and creating best my potential here in the physical, i stop, I breathe, I realize that I have been taking actions within myself as illusion and deception of separation and so my physical actions of accumulation over time has showed me being possessed and completely rendered irrelevant and useless in reality, thus, I commit myself to wholly and fully dedicate myself to who I am as live where action is my greatest power and the best version of myself possible take real significant meaningful action in every moment.

I redefine action as to move and create and construct according to my physical body in relation to all other physical bodies in exsistence. 

I commit myself to act in ways that will actually accumulate in time what is best and not just serving me to hide and isolate and dwell in the space of the mind that directs me to withhold and reserve myself from within exsistence yet separated and not considering it.