Day 436- Loss redefined

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can lose.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my purpose can be lost.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my money as losing my grip on what matters in matter.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing losing my car.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my wallet.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my phone.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be afraid of becoming a loser in this reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I have lost time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing order.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose myself in a moment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose my dignity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose my equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose my worth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose my merit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose my fortune.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can lose anything of who I really am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want others to lose.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want others to lose so I can win and be great and be grand. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am too important to lose that my point is too specific to be lost to time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose myself in a moment where I grow too big in my mind and lose the importance of my purpose.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose what is important in reality where I hang on and cling onto things that are not substantial. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose when I play only to win for myself alone without care or consideration from others perspectives as their lives.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to die to lose my opportunity that I might fail, as ensuring I fail, to lose the chance and opportunity that I might not fail. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose my grace where I give into what I know is the worst of myself as my memories of myself in the past. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose myself to memory.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose myself to history.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose myself to heroics and being supreme. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose myself to competition. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose myself to a single word.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose my potential as word.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose myself to chaos of my words.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose my connection to the physical through tainted words killing the flesh. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose myself to what I could be could have been and am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose myself to patterns and habits lying to myself about what I am in truth. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose the truth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose the game of life.

When and as I see myself losing myself in the chaos of what I have created word by word programmed into the flesh and ordained real a my order a how I must have always needed to operate in my belief structure, I stop, I breathe, I realize that I have lost much of myself through belief creation and action accumulation not considering the primary principle of what is real and relevant as life and giving equally life substance and equalizing as my goal and purpose on earth, 

Thus, 

I commit myself to not lose myself to consciousness as pictures symbols representations of things not given life and not made real by me due to me. 

I redefine loss as only being possible to lose what was never lost in the first place. 

I redefine loss as the deletion of a program or a system of which was never real to begin with.