Day 416- Star part 3

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I was seeing the news about drone's being reported. 

I was looking at the moon outside and saw a star bright illuminated adjacent to the near full moon. 

I wondered if the star was normal, or if it was moving, maybe a plane or a drone like in the news.

Under the light of the moon the star seemed to wobble and I could not tell if it was stationary or not. 

Looking at the sky and the stars seemed different tonight. 

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not being able to distinguish the stars from other moving lights in the sky.

I forgive myself that I have accepted ad allowed myself to fear losing the stars due to so many other obstructions of lights in the sky. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear never seeing the stars again and only knowing them as knowledge and information only seeing artificial lights moving in the sky. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing the stars in the sky.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider who I would be if I never saw the stars in the sky.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being without the stars.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider that the stars are existing as more than knowledge and information even if I cannot directly see them. 

I commit myself to not be distracted by all the artificial light in the sky and actually look up at night to notice where the real stars are shining through to the earth.