Day 424- Star part 11, stars aligning

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"The idiom "the stars aligned" refers to a situation where everything comes together perfectly, as if by fate or destiny. It is often used to describe coincidences or a series of events that lead to a favorable outcome."

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I have been very often finding myself in moments and situations where I attribute it to 'fate', or 'the stars aligning'.

I think it has actually reached a point of obsession.

Finding so often occurrences and coincidences that I attribute everything to being the 'stars aligning',

Predetermination.

That everything is the stars aligning. 

Because if one instance was the stars aligning, why wouldn't that be in fact every moment, and then no moments at all, and then I simply have to question how much of reality and how it function do I actually understand at all.

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into a mental puzzle over the idea of things being fate, or being the stars aligning.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give my power of self over to an idea that everything happened as it was meant to and so as the stars aligning making there no decision and that everything is simply predetermined. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider that if one moment randomly was meant to happen then every single moment was meant to happen by that same progression. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into disbelief of living a real time creative reality where things can not be absolutely predicted.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try to control my reality through the idea of being aligned by the stars and everything happening as it were meant to as the stars aligning as a justification to not take the most amount of responsibility as possible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the idea of the stars aligning in my reality as a escape from reality into a belief system that I could then be warranted to do anything I want because I could then say it were always what was going to happen and that I had no control or power over anything.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to disempower myself as my ability to create in this reality as best I possibly can by the idea and belief that things and playouts are always meant to happen the way that they do no matter what.

When and as I see myself going into the belief that in event or instance was aligned of the stars and so always meant to have happened, I stop, I breathe, I realize that to humor this thought process is not actually supporting me in actualizing myself as my living and is only distracting me from observing the reality of how things function and best manipulating reality to create what is best for all of life, thus, I commit myself to stop humorizing and becoming possessed by the idea of everything happening as it were meant to as if the stars alignment dictate who I am and the things I do in this lifetime.