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The 2022 film Babylon is about the rise and fall of several ambitious characters in 1920s Hollywood during the transition from silent films to sound films
Babel: The Tower of Babel is an origin myth and parable in the Book of Genesis meant to explain the existence of different languages and cultures.
I watched Babylon the movie with some other Techno Tutor distributors the other night.
We had a lot of fun and I was supported a lot about building a business with Techno Tutor.
We watched the movie babylon which was about big parties and an earlier time in hollywood so had a lot to do with 'stars', the star of the show, the star of the movie, the star of the party, and it was all meta because this was a movie with movie stars about movies with movie stars.
Although I'm not clear if the words are directly related in their history and etymology it made me think of babel. Where man was trying to reach the sky (stars/heavens) and then in the story god messed up their languages so that they could not communicate to finish the project.
So, Techno Tutor is the actual tool to allow everyone to speak the same language and speak effectively and speak as equals so that we can build heaven on earth, or a 'tower to the stars'.
I might pause on this movie and all that is coming from it, especially since I have not really notably sat down and watched a movie for maybe over a year/around a year from as I recall.
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The first thing that really struck me about the movie was the nudity that was presented in it.
I have written in my process extensively about my relationship to women and the naked female form and make effort to not pursue/seek for images of naked women on the internet.
I assumed going into the movie that such images would have a degree of prevalence given the plot and what the movie was showcasing and it's mature themes.
I was with other distributors for Techno Tutor/others walking the Desteni process so I was comfortable knowing that I would be going into seeing some images I would have reactions towards.
The images of the women in the movie who were partying and exposing themselves completely in the nude, did cause me some degree of a very deep visceral reaction/shift/unease within myself.
I'm realizing how versatile the word star is and what it really represent, where star can almost be used ubiquitous with life itself.
In knowing I wanted to take my watching of this movie back to my blog, I was considering how many dimensions of the movie I could trace back to the word star beyond the obvious of movie stars.
My reaction to seeing the women's exposed bodies while watching the movie, brought me to consider a couple interesting things.
The actual body, the human body is emitting, life emits, life radiates just like a star, even though on the direct surface you just see the flat of the skin like dirt or soil, but in fact we are resonating and vibrating and whatever accurate scientific term for the emissions we are giving off.
So to see these women exposed in the movie completely is like seeing and downloading the entire emission radiating from a star.
Then the attraction/drive that I experience towards the women is like me as a star myself wanting to create a new star with that star to make a human baby as a birthing of a star from two stars coming together.
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stand as equal as a star equally emitting when I see think of or experience a women emitting herself as her total physicality as a star.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into separation from women emitting as stars when I see their bodies.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want women as wanting the star they are for myself to consume and doing so through creating a blackhole vacuum to suck in the star as my mind as my consciousness as my separation from living best in equality and oneness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want women as their star as their emission as a radiating star for myself to be consumed and controlled into me as a black hole destroying myself and them out of spite out of fear and out of separation from me being equal to women as a star as me and star as them creating the best of ourselves.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have reacted to women and reacted to their physical human bodies due to never being educated about who I am and who a women is and so only creating mind imagination based on preexisting separation I was already become in the system.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to consume the shine that I see when I look at what a women is putting off as her very core radiating exsistence as a star in this physical world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have not communicated with women as equals as I am a star and they are and we can both stand together and create as equals so instead going into reactions and compromise within myself and so never actually knowing myself or women as stars as equals but living as a black hole destroying myself and my star potential along with theirs never knowing them nor knowing myself.
When and as I see myself going into separation and so becoming a black hole attempting to consume myself and a women as my and her star potential before it can be birthed as the physical, I stop, I breathe, I realize that I have the potential to become a star that is living and emitting as myself what is best for life just as a women does, thus, I commit myself to communicate with women and create an equally supportive communication and relation to them to support myself and them as equals to becoming stars as life where at the moment we are not and are in fact black holes sucking out all of the life potential from ourselves and each other every moment.
Star
I redefine star as that which is life that emits and radiates itself as giving as life gives.
I redefine human beings as stars which are emitting and creating and resonating themselves at all time and which have the potential to either create and express themselves as life as what is best for life or to become black holes that consume themselves and their star potential before it can be birthed as the physical.
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