Day 418- Star part 5

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There is someone who I learnt has the same horoscopes as me. 

I don't historically care much about horoscopes either way. 

In this particular instance I was giving significance to the horoscopes being aligned both with the yearly Chinese cycle and the monthly regularly considered cycle. 

lol ^^^ I am a Sagittarius Pig. I love this little pig with his bow and arrow. 

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It is not that I cannot turn something that is just a system design or not necessarily real into what's best as giving it meaning and substance that I define and live as what is best with myself.

It is simply that I need to clear out any preexisting relationship to the idea before I can really do anything with it or discover if there is any substance to it or not in fact. 

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that horoscopes of any nature are totally irrelevant.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that considering something like a horoscope is totally as a waste of time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge taking even a moment to consider something I have learnt and heard about as horoscopes as being a total waste of time and having nothing worth considering about it. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not challenge and question all things where I should look at every construct and idea in the world and take it back to myself to actually establish who I am as that point.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am able to see how in my living I have been a Sagittarius or been a pig in the Chinese horoscope. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that blanket terms bundling in people born in an entire month or in an entire year could possibly be accurate to all the individual points that would make up a person born in a certain month or year. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the way and means by which a person is programmed is entirely based around their environment and their being and has nothing to do with celestial alignment. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that a persons celestial alignment when they are born is totally irrelevant and not pertaining to anything signficant.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the stars are just random things that i see and could not possibly have significance regarding their alignment when someone is born. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the stars only exist to be a random dot in the sky and to be a light and serve and represent nothing than what I can consciously recognize with my eyeballs. 

When and as I see myself reacting with resistance towards the idea of a horoscope, I stop, I breathe, I realize that a horoscope represents the stars alignment based on when  a person was born into this world, thus, I commit myself to consider that a person being born into this world like a star of themselves is relevant in their position to all of the universe including the stars and planets. 

I commit myself to not judge myself for questioning and looking into the significance of having the same Chinese and monthly horoscope with another person.