Day 423- Star part 10, Cold Play- Yellow

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AI: 
The Star of Bethlehem is a celestial event that appears in the Gospel of Matthew in the Bible, signaling the birth of Jesus and guiding the Three Wise Men to his birthplace.

My words are now yellow after copying and pasting this summary from AI about the Star of Bethlehem. I do not know how to make my words not appear as yellow or why they have become yellow. But they are yellow like a star.

I was titling this post about the Star of Bethlehem because I looked up why there is a star at the top of Christmas trees and then found out it's due to the belief of the star regarding Jesus birth and wise people finding him in the bible.

Now that my words are all yellow, it made me want to actually shift gears. Because I thought that's suitable since stars are yellow. But they aren't really yellow, and I remembered the Cold Play song Yellow where he claims the stars are all yellow. But then I saw a interview with the musician once where he said he knew the stars were not actually yellow and was just messing around in the studio or somewhere with the idea and it was more of a jest to make a song out of something like the stars being yellow. 

So, now I am going to listen to that Cold Play song and write about it in yellow. 

I could not finish the song, because I was so not enjoying it. 

I did not like how everything was being referred to as being Yellow. 

I did not like the guitar or instruments. 

I did not like the British man's accent singing the song.

I don't think I'm in a mood to be listening to this song. 

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel angry that the stars were being referred to as being yellow when they do not actually appear as yellow in the sky. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into an intense uncomfortable reaction to the song about stars being yellow.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be angry that my words as I am writing are appearing as yellow.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame the color yellow as being bad.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry at the color yellow.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think of the color yellow as piss and only being good as piss and having no value as not even actually being the color of a star.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become irrationally upset about the color yellow coming into my life as I am trying to write about stars which are not in fact yellow when they are appearing from the sky to be more white than any yellow.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge a color on the color spectrum as being less than any other color simply because I cannot see where it is relevant to my life at the moment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use yellow to take out my anger and frustration instead of getting to the bottom of my relationship to it and redefining the word yellow for myself and changing my relationship and equality stand with yellow.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that every color needs to equally have some great value and be prevalent in the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have an opinion about the color yellow.

When and as I see myself becoming angry when I see the color yellow, I stop, I breathe, I realize that I am creating bizarre and unnecessary opinions and reactions and relationships to a color, which does not owe me to be the color of a star or banana or anything even piss, thus, I commit myself to stop demanding within myself that yellow have some greater purpose or that it is bringing my quality of life down due to it's exsistence.