Saturday, November 25, 2017

Day 352

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to imagine things beyond the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try to figure things out beyond what's in front of me in my imagination.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear facing all my ideas about things beyond what's in front of me in my eyes and mind as having nothign to do with what's really going on.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel inferiror to things beyond my mind and eyes/vision.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel infeiror to things beyond my awareness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worry about things beyond my immidete awareness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel qurious of things beyond my awareness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feear missing out on something if I only work with what's in my immidete awareness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear I'm not correct in my living in terms of dimensions occuring out of my awareness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like I need to compete with things which exsist out of my immidete awareness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear things out of my awareness catching me off guard.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to escape to palces outside of my actual breathing awareness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel infeiror to what other people are capable of beyond my own awareness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear I need to be aware of things beyond my current awareness for my own development.

When and as I see myself imagining things beyond my awareness, I stop, I breathe, I realize that projecting what is happening outside of what I'm aware is happening in my world and universse and exsistace is not supporting me for my personal goals and development, thus, I commit myself to breathe and to not project imagination and ideas about what's occuring beyond my awareness.

I commit myself to shape and create understanding of what is happeing outside of my awareness without projecting images, opinions, and personal ideas about it.

I commit myself to check and question my concepts of what is happeing outside of my awarness to make sure I'm not drifting off into my own imagination projections about reality.

Wednesday, November 8, 2017

Day 351- control

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myseld to convince myself I have too much to sort out, out of fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear I have too much to sort out based on a reaction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go from thinking I have everything sorted out to thinking I've got nothing sorted out based on fear reacrions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to feel like I am in total control of everything.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear I've lost control to manage Everything when I go into an negative emotional state.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hope that I'll regain my sense of control over everything.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get arragant that I've got everything figured out.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear what will happen if I don't regain my sense of control over everything.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe my external world is controlled by my internal world.

I commit myself to breathe when I feel out of control.

I commit myself to breathe when I feel in control.