Day 415- star part 2

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I have not birthed myself as a star. 

I am not living as a star. 

The path to living as a star, is like process. 

I gravitated towards the people walking process who were the greatest of stars. 

A part of me see me as having strayed too far from stardom. 

Living as a star is like akin to walking process. 

Process is like becoming a star, birthing yourself as a star.

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I fractured myself so many times that I do not shine as bright a star as I had the potential to be. 

A star deluded and refracted in mirrors and tunnels and creating illusion. 

I am stuck here where I believe it is too late for me to become a star, that I ruined my chances of being a star. 

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A star gives. 

I am not living as a star where I am refusing to give because I am holding onto the abstractions of myself in my mind, my beliefs, my opinions, my ego. 

I must give as I am, as whatever star is left possible for me to live before I am a star that could have been but never was. 

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear creating myself not as a star by the end of my star creation journey.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge those who I deem as having fallen at their potential to give their lives to becomes great stars.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear looking at what is required of me to become a star in this lifetime.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold myself in punishment to the past where I fell as creating myself as the greatest star possible for myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not lead with a firm starting point of who I am as becoming a star and the how and why I must be a star to be a light for others as a living example of the process which we all will walk. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the star that I see myself forming as based on where I am and what I have seen of myself so far as my projection of what my life as a star as living as a star will look like.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wish that I was a different star.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the star that I will become based on my ideas and judgements of what that star will be when I do not actually know until it is. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to suppress myself as a star.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to prevent myself from being born a star in this lifetime.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold everyone back while I limited myself from being the greatest star possible. 

I commit myself to correct my mistake of suppressing myself as a star in the past, by moving forward now preparing for the next year to begin as it is a year of the star and so my chance to redeem myself as my stardom.

I commit myself to walk my process as totally as possible every single day until I birth myself as life as birth myself akin to a star birthing itself into exsistence.